31/1/07

yay so excited!! lappie come le.. but charging haha, 4 hours leh!! anyway even if charge finish liao oso no use.. coz no internet -.- LOL sian la.. today in sch haven finish home work dan rush like dunno wad.. actually finish le la..but haven finish finding the picture.. dan hand up late and i finished it during recess and handed it up late to the teacher omg lo.. she yesterday got the drama class(she teaches drama) and she squarted down and alot ppl saw the "line" her pants not tight one omg..-.- wear belt on the skin and but the pant OMFG lo, and i'm like using this face =.= to my fren David saying "walao david u very wad sia.." dan he keep laughing LOL
haix.. today rugby training like hell liddat the rugby match VS sec2 leh! they like so mush pro-er dan us la.. so sian i run untill cannot run.. crap sia so exhausted LOL dan went home after that.. nothing much really happened la.. so now blogging lo.. nothing liao ^^

30/1/07

forgot wad i did le.. LOL sad.. so on 30/1/07 nvr post..XD oh ya.. juz a small thing which i did, sms jolin ask her how she's doing and erm.. talking about 3rd language and she taught mi one word and i forgot wad it is le..-.- paiseh!! dan i talk to her in japan she dun understand but she know some la XD

Today's sch things

LOL..today dam shiok sia..haha.. P.E. that time nid run 2.4 wah run till siao.. dan leg pain LOL..
lucky i still pass in 2 mins be4 the failing time..HENG like wad sia! dan after tat nid go to the sci class for lesson... climb all the way up the 6th floor..LOL i almost crawled up the stairs other than walking... after sci = recess dan recess assembly.. wa piang.. during assembly they talked about the gangsters,joining gangs,getting killed or ending up in jail..-.- they even show us the DEAD CORPSE of those ppl who was in the gang..OMFG lo! got one pic show the knee cap kena slash by parang.. the throat kena slashed.. the dagger stab THROUGH the heart and the worst one.. stab the stomach a big hole.. WTF sia.. can see the kidney all those EWWWW!!!!!! i rather get killed by kira oso dun wan kena killed tat way EWW!! EWW!! EWW!! lol.. GROSS sia!! even thinking of it kills appetite.. wa piang.. dun wan talk about it liao.. -.- after that is.. chinese! dan go into room.. blah blah blah alot nonsense nvr do home work dan do in class hand up dan continue lesson dan i sit there enjoy the fan.. "siang shou ren shen" after that is the.. maths! partially done home work dan lucky no nid hand up.. haha wednesday got test OMFG muz study liao! after maths is the rugby training.. becoz nvr bring my P.E. shorts i skipped training.. XD dan go home straight away.. YAY!! I.T. workshop on 4th feb or 5th or 3rd forgot le la..haix.. >.<>

haix..boring day..

today so dam sian..wake up watch tv dan play com..LOL smsed siew and zoan good morning dan go play computer.. ask zoan come play with mi dan play play play a few hours dan stop dan go do my essay dan pick up so mani darn calls dan watch tv at 3~5 dan go continue essay dan go play com after tat i go update today blog..BORING

a very nice poem

The Little boy went first day of school
He got some crayons and started draw
He put colours all over ther paper
For the colours was what he saw
And the teacher said.. What are u doin' young man
I'm paintin' flowers he said
She said.. It's not the time for art young man
And anyway flowers are green and red
There's a time for everything young man
And a way it should be done
You've got to show concern for everyone else
For you're not the only one

And she said...
Flowers are red young man
Green Leaces are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than the way the always have been seen

But the little boy said...
There are so many colours int he rainvow
So many coulours in the morning sun
So many colours in the flower and i see evreyone

Well the teacher said.. You;'re sassy
There's ways that thing should be
And you'll paint flowers the way they are
So repear after me.....

And she said...
Flowers are red young man
Green leaves are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than the way the always have been seen

But the little boy said...
There are so many colours in the rainbow
So many colours in the morning sun
So many colours in the flower and i see everyone

The teacher put him in a corner
She said.. It's for your own good..
And you won't come out 'til you get it right
And all responding like u should
Well finally he got lonely
Fightened thoughts filled his head
And he went up to the teacher
And this is what he said.. and he said

Flowers are red, green leaces are green
There's no need to see flowers any other way
Than the wat they always have been seen

Time went by like i always does
And they moved to another town
And the little boy went to another school
And this is what he found
The teacher there was smilin'
She said...Painting should be fun
And there are so many colours in a flower
So let's use every one

But that little boy painted flowers
In neat rows of green and red
And when the teacher asked him why
this is what he said.. ad he said

Flowers are red,green leaves are green
there's no need to see flowers any other way
Than the way the always haven been seen

A very touching STORY..not about mi

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year,
when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl...
"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.
"I can't" "Why? You need to study at home?"
I felt disappointment grabbing me.
"No... I am going to meet a friend..."
He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word 'love' only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say 'I love you' before.
To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.
He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days...200days... Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why... Then one day...
Me: Um, Jin, I ...
Jin: What...don't drag, just say..
Me: I love you. Jin: ......you....um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many... Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him,
and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But... lunch passed, dinner passed... and soon the sky was dark...
he still didn't call.....................
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning,
he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin... Jin:
Here...take this...
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What's this?
Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now.
I'm going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh? I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted... "Wait..."
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me...
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily,
if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.
"That was what he said. Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb...and I collapsed to the ground.
He didn't want to say it easily... How could he... I felt that...
Maybe he is not the right guy for me...
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
He didn't call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday.
After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
But what made the pain resurface was that...
I saw him on a street...with another girl...
He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...as he touched the doll... I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room,
and tears fell... why did he gave these to me...
those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls...
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang.
It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that...
it's going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual...
Me: I don't need it.
Jin: What....why... I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!!
I don't want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then... Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted...
But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
"Jin, move!" HONK~!! "Boom!"
That sound, so terrifying.
That's how he went away from me.
That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him... And after spending two months like a crazy person...
I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days... when we were in love... "One...two... three..."
That was how... I started to count the dolls...
"Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..."
It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly... "I love you~, I love you~" I dropped the dolls,shocked. "I....lo..ve...you??"
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
"I love you~ I love you~"
It can't be! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.
"I love you~" "I love you~" "I love you~"
Those words came out non-stop. I...love you...
Why didn't I realize that.....
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach,
that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much...
"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days.
Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you....
Um... since I was too shy... If you forgive me and take this doll,
I will say that I love you... everyday... till I die... Jo... I love you...
" The tears came flowing out of me..................... Why? Why?
I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute...
For that... and for that reason... to me...
it became courage... to live a beautiful life....

25/1/07 so dumb..

wah..i hate tat idiot call eswaran and dylan sia.. but den dylan was ok eswaran sux! wadever the name spelling dunno how to spell him name oso! LOL.. lucky got the rugby training on wednesday.. know why? coz can release all the anger during tackling wahahaha!!! i'm so 3vil!
shiok sia.. i got the 2nd biggest person during the match but den din't really spend much effort on the game.. i walked from places to places..-.- or maybe jog LOL dan kena caught by the coach dan everyone laugh XD so dam funny lo.. and i'm the biggest size ppl in the CCA but i am not the strongest.. haix.. sad so lousy in it hmm.. home work not finished yet sia.. forgot to write down dan nvr do..stupid rite? LOL and while in sch i'm like so bored almost dying so keep sining like there's noone around muahahaha but not so loud la..-.- and tat reminds mi of the choir audition LOL i was chosen to join choir but i din't coz of rugby will clash the time unless choir practice on tuesday and thursday dan i got no objections in it.. XD last time during the june holidays i was skyping (online chatting) with my fren he told mi tat he trained him "high tone" dan he taught mi how.. so dam funni lo.. crap sia..but it was useful for the audition LOL ! haha actually i got alot of things to say de.. but din't wan to write untill so long dan u ppl won't be reading it liao.. actually all ur postings was read but some din't know.. haix.. okay ba.. sorry for not posting in the past few weeks .. was loaded with home work and rugby training.. GOMENASAI!!

CCA Display!

Wah!! today so dam fun, heeehehehe!! went to sch today in the morning and rain rain rain blah blah blah stupid whether and i like it.. LOL wth sia.. my mum threw my rugby shoes away juz becoz theres one hole at the bottom..HAHA!! dan so i din't go for the short match on friday which is today...LOL and turns out tat the match had been canceled dued to the storm.. i thank my mum for throwing my shoes away man.... so dam lucky.. HAHA and today nothing really happened la..my fren jonathan and i went to fred's house and started playing the computer haha.. lame rite? dam jonathan say he knows how to cook..ended up the rice bowl..(fan tong) was filled with insects man.. so disjusting.. kills appetite man! hmm..
LOL so funnie sia.. we went to the room and started doing the home work and projects tat we each received and did them but den haven finish coz no printer still.. hmm, be4 we were eating.. we were using the computer in the room and we noticed tat fred was missing.. suddenly so quiet.. so we went to check it out.. went to every room.. kitchen every where, but den we missed out one place... and we din't hav any idea of it too..LOL so there was one door closed, we both thot tat he was inside sia.. dan i tried to open, at 1st i thot it was locked coz i din't turn hard
juz using small amount of str turning it.. dan fred's maid came, so we opened the door dan asked if she could find fred.. dan out of the sudden, he came out of the toilet in the bedroom which was prohibited from us.. LOL dan all of us had a good laugh about it. when it's about 4.30, both of them played chess and i juz sat there watching and playing with the "dead" chess.. lol.. dan i suddenly asked for the time and it's 4.46++ already and we nid to reach sch by 5pm sia.. wth.. so they quickly finished their match and went off together LOL got down at the MRT and walked the way to sch.. luckily we made there in time.. heng! coz the attendance is compulsory for the CCA display.. haha!! boring day in sch and had fun at fred's house haha!! and CCA display oso.. how much fun is it watching the sch cap so angry.. can u believe it? some idiots shows no respect for the school captain sia.. dan i juz felt like shouting across the hall SHUT UP LA IDIOTS! LOL but den i din't la.. can see from my face dat i'm trying to bear with it.. control temper,put hands in pocket and walk away if u r standing.. XD but when sitting think of other dumb things which can make u laugh! LOL dan after sch went to buy new rugby boots wahaha!! 50% discount seh.. $32.50 onli! who wouldn't buy? and i'm gonna get my shoe bag and mouth guard.. not sure if i'm niding the mouth guard but they say nid so buy lo.. coz around $5 onli.. kinda cheap le.. and went home happily! stupid ending..copy from fairy tale de XD dun mind mi i'm crazy but do read and leave a taggie pls!!

wtf?

WTH!! posting got prob sia.. cannot see the post which i posted yesterday and i dunno if it can work now sia.. DOTZ crap sia.. like no ppl come my blog de so dam sian like i blog for nothing haix.. but den if anyone got read,leave tag pls T_T so SADDENING sia.. haix.. today alot home work so i'm nto gonna write much but dan i will start home work after i finished wad i am doing first which is find song and blogging.. wh seh today in sch gimme a big shock seh!.. my teacher Mr Tan Lian Teck is so frenly and i dun even know sia, coz he was always walking around with a bamboo stick LOL heck seh... dan the history and literature project is so dam lame tat i dun feel like doing.. design file and exercise book cover page? i wish i would wan to do! but den no printer and colour pencil unless the teacher allow mi drawing the anime things on it la..i will get "A" i tell u! LOL! ai ya sian la.. nowadays all ppl so dam busy haix.. (BTD) bored to death.. lemmi ask u.. one lame question.. wad is wrost dan a permanent paint bubble?? answer is in the next post LOL any stupid videos or funny lame videos send mi the link pls.. LOL want to post in blog so tat it won't be so boring haha AHHHHHHHHHH i'm going crazy!!!! 3 days liao and no ppl read my blog!!! i'm like juz wasting my time aren't i? haix.. i'm a total hopeless mi in anything and everything.. in computer in studies in frens in wadever u can think of.. i'm juz sarcastic,k? d=dun mind mi or anything walking back drenched on a bus dued to a stupid rain today and juz my luck tomolo got rugby match SHOOT! confirm die le u won't see mi tomolo coz i would be in hospital

kinda fun day

hi everybody!! it's mi again D3vilrOx! muahaha!! hmm.. today, i met my english teacher so dam fierce but can be funny la.. worst dan rugby teacher, but den now the mr tan not fierce le.. after having the D&T subject which would be on thursday(tomolo).. coz i've heard alot of ppl saying he is very casual during lessons.. no wonder all the time he is fierce la.. LOL but den my form teacher is nicer la of cos.. hmm.. dan after sch i went to find ppl to borrow money from coz i spent all the money on an english book $18.95 sia.. dan i'm left with 15 cents LOL walk around the sch finding ppl to lend money from WTH..-.- dan i walk here walk there cannot find ppl untill i walked to the waiting area for the rugby training.. saw my not-so-fren fren dan erm i borrowed $10 from him coz i not sure the price but confirm below $10 one la.. hmm.. dan during training flooded sia.. field so dam wet, but wet nvm still got alot sand.. crap lo and btw.. i saw my sec 2 fren in the hall he is SELLING A GUNZ ACC who interested tell mi in msn or juz tag here i would be checking everyday.. u can ask anything here.. so erm, tell mi if u interested la haha
hmm.. i can't believe tat i nid to board the bus wearing my PE T-Shirt it's so dam dirty and muddy sia.. and juz buy onli become so dirty liao XD dan the training is like hell la.. train the passing of the ball and run up and down.. after one set muz do 25 push up, continue untill u do 100.. dan after finish push up part u do sit ups same amount and dan the last one if i'm not wrong is birpies(dunno how spell) XD lol hmm.. so every monday wednesday and friday continue doing those LOL there would be hell for my sec life but it's kinda fun too.. zzz so annoying la.. my mum keep telling mi to do my home work but den only designing this and tat cannot wait till i blog finish meh..? -.- now i forgot wad to write liao.. k la nothing to say le .. and sorry i din't post yesterday.Gomeneh! and thanks for reading my blog i really appreciate it =D

fun,sian or sway?

Sianz siia..! today so boring other dan PE lessons in the morning..and tat stupid book store always no stock de..ZzZ hmm..but got fun part oso la..during PE we played a game.. the teacher gave us numbers, 1,2,3,4...etc on both groups, and dan he will call out the numbers.. and the student will run out and pick up the ball..see who faster and will nid to place it and the goal.. haha but their team got julian.. "rugby pro" dan we lost the 1st and the last.. sway sia! dun who cares la..do 15 push-ups onli..small case!! but den more dan 40 cannot le, LOL ok la dun talk about PE le..so sian..

today i finally get to meet my chinese teacher! wahahaha!!! at last man!! he quite good la.. i like him, at least better dan the p6 chinese teacher.. keep telling us answers and making us worst XD
this new one is dunno dan ask >.< still can learn alot.. hmm, looks like i better in chinese i say more chim than teacher explaining..wahahaha!!! kekex!

And i met my science teacher too..act cute de lo... sometimes onli la XD say ppl talk singlish but den ownself oso talk singlish de..DIAO! lucky i sitting at the side.. too bored sitting at the back.. lol but she say the seats not confirm yet muz behave or else cannot sit with frens LOL sian sia..
lol.. and i skipped rugby trainings nowadays due to the stupid book shop cannot get a PE T-shirt
crap lo.. mostly all the important things tat i wan to buy no stock..crap rite? dumb shop!
hmm.. so how's u all's sec life going? tat all i wan to say now XD bye! and thx for reading if u got read.. Arigato Gozaimasu!

o2jam nOoB! which is me!

sian sia!! so noob in o2jam.. Zoan so geng won mi almost every round..SADDENING!!! XD
hmm.. went to watch tv till 5 and went back to comp..as usual searched for games..rap some songs and dan went back to o2 and train train train train train till no result..but den i met a person..i think i we had fate..HEAVY fate.. LOL he's a guy dun think wrong..
lemme tell u how we met and why i said heavy fate...
we at first played o2 in a room with some other ppl and he is juz talking to everyone like mi liddat haha..and juz chatting..untill the room owner went out and all of the ppl juz ran off..LOL (including mi XD) dan i joined another room..i saw a of the same ppl in the previous room.. one of them is a lvl 59 de and another one is dennis which i mentioned juz now..lvl 16
haha and then we played about 2 songs and both of us went out..but i went out 1st due the song too fast (canon Hx5) but den i know "someone" can play tat song.. after i left tat room i was automatically out of tat chnl..which i dunno why oso..so i chose chnl 1 this time..went inside a room,randomly, dennis came in tat room..JUZ after i went into tat room..LOL
weird rite? and dan every one left tat room other mi and him..so i asked him to close the doors and we started chatting..and we became frens haha! today so interesting

Boo party!

On 1/6/07 , my fren BYS held a birthday party..haha it's quite fun
hmm.. dunno if i wanna hav a party too..but i dun think i can XD
oh ya and that stupid yam and fred keep joking about mi nvr die be4
but they haven die la..so dun worri..
and BTW,tanjoubi omedeto gozaimasu! (happi bdae)
his actual bdae is on 1/7/07 which is today haha
hmm.. i got nothing to post actually and i juz woke up.. now it's 12.06pm zzz
how's all of you ppl's new sch? fun? met any new frens? intro leh XD
haha oh yea i almost forgot to tell u ppl about the present tat mi and 2 of my frens which i mentioned earlier for BYS... it's a toy RABBIT lol.. lame rite? cannot think of anything to buy ma.. so go to the kiddy palace to see see lo.. XD and the toy rabbit can move de..$3.90 worth hor..each ppl pay 1.30 nia..

and finally my megaman got the free tournament bbs liao..more opponent now..AT LAST!!
and those 2 idiots say dun play game boy de borrowed my game boy adv. and played in the room during the party all the way..-.- crap rite? LOL
nothing to post le..i go eat my lunch! Sayonara~

OMG!!..cyber awareness workshop!!

hello!! every body..anyways..no one read my blog de..-.-zzz
today i went to a class called "cyber awareness workshop" which tells u dun giv ur personal info in online chatrooms blah blah blah blah..
and shows some pictures of ppl put in their blog which ruined their lives..WTH
i may sound exaggerating but it's really true..
they showed us 1 picture of 2 school girls molesting and kissing each other..
Eeewww..! freaking LES! but den dun worri la censored de..LOL
how's all of you ppl 1st day of sch? (late question)

things which happened in sch today XD

wah i hate that dumbarse Mr.Tan sia.. he talk like cannot talk properly one lo..
-.- freaking nvr buy PE T-shirt oso wan scold KNN..-.- i see his face oso sian
NB..-.- oh crap how i wished i nvr knew him.. life would be BETTER without him..zzZ

Oh ya! And today tat choir thingy made alot ppl embarass sia..
LOL and i heard tat got one student from my p6 class (but now sec 1 liao la..duh!..-.-)
he humji nvr sing sia! wth.. and he's the one and onli Conelius! (which i hated last time)
muahahaha and singing is OKAY but i juz dun like it..LOL
the so called "instructor" de voice so DAM holy! when i heard him "AAaAaaAaaaAAa"
i was like shocked lo..LOL my mouth was like open for a time being and my legs can't stop
shaking >.< but den nothing happen la..but he asked him to sing high tone and low tone..can't even see the difference and i dunno which is high or low LOL! i'm juz not the "liao" for the choir can le la..haha!juz keep singing the "AAaAaaAaaaAAa" dan settle liao
muahaha!! (D-3vil laugh)
hmm.. so dam sian now patching o2jam..so SLOW! T_T
got all the songs liao but loading one by one sia!! dunno load untill when..lol

something interesting

wah!! 1st day of sch kinda nice..my teacher is so gentleman..LOL dunno wad to say lalalala...
dan erm he wanted to know about us more so he put up a few questions..but it's somehow like a game but not a game actually.. hehe.. the instruction is to get a partner for the answer..
it's hard to explain but i can giv u an example..
Question one: who would u choose to help u hand up ur home work to?
dan u nid to put ur right hand on the classmate's shoulder, which means tat it's him ..
haha and some even may hav a chain of hands.. LOL
dan there's another question asking Who would u tell ur secret to ?
and every body had their answer..onli mi,LOL, who doesn't trust anyone to tell the secret.. haha
it's kinda hard understanding mi.. but if ur too easy to understand.. life would be boring..!
and btw.. My form teacher: Mr Ang
and the Co-Form teacher: Mr Tan